Back again...

Been keeping busy so that I will have some excuse not to come here and express myself. I don't really want to complaint much about my life since it is the only one I have. Even if I want to compare my life with another's it won't be the same. Can you actually say that someone's life is better when you don't actually live that life, be that person, think his/her thoughts, make their decisions? I wish I could try living someone else's life for a few days. Someone who is falling in love. To remember what it feels like to be there. The insecurities. The freshness. The overwhelming dizziness of falling in love. To look at someone and feel the butterflies in my tummy. To touch his skin for the very first time. The tingling sensation of the first kiss. The unproductiveness of daydreams....